I feel am obsessed by valentines day the day were all my dear friends disappears and i stay home in front of my laptop reading posts waiting for my friends return ,this happened after i joined twitter my first friend on twitter vanished and I stayed wide awake for two days waiting for his appearance .Then came the obsession the anxiety and the stress of this memory .As valentines day approaches I feel unnecessarily insecure and the anxiety piles up and sleep disappears.I would pour my anger on my loved ones ,my close friends cause loneliness ,feelings that i cant define crushes me.